I am fearful of the future, of what might happen.
I sometimes think, if I don't speak of it then it might not come true.
But, if I do speak of it, it will come true.
The thoughts don't ever stop. It's a constant reminder. But, it seems a bit lighter.
I have a positive feeling, but yet still there is that slight negative glimpse into the life.
I'm not exactly sure the faith, yet. I understand a God exists... right?
For everything that has happened in my life, I can't seem to step away from God.
But, I have so many unanswered questions that I wonder about. But, still, I stand by.
I'll hold on, to discover for myself. In the end, whatever happens at least I know I stood by.
Though it may be uncertain, I'm still praying. Because praying helped me. In the past, present, and future.
So, I'll pray and hope my positive feelings come true. Rather than the negative.
